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    Friday, October 5th, 2007
    10:53 am
    Fuck Katie
    Fuck her. I am so tired of thinking about her. I am sick of seeing a picture of her on facebook and wanting to throw up, I hate that she hangs in my mind while I try to fall asleep at night. She left me dangling in the wind and broke my heart all at the same time. And for what? Because the relationship was stressful. NEWS FLASH BITCH: ALL RELATIONSHIPS HAVE STRESS IN THEM! When you are in a relationship with someone, you are essentially inviting someone else to share in your life, and you are committing to share in their's. The place that Katie ran into trouble is when she decided to allow me to try and help with all of her problems, but when it came to providing just a little bit of support or comfort when I really needed it, she fell down on the job. I mean, let's face it, in the last 4 months of our relationship, I went through more changes than most people go through in a year; I said goodbye to a school and most of the friends I love, I started at 4 new jobs and left 2, I gained and shortly thereafter, lost tv and film work, something I love more than anything else, I got and had to start maintaining a car, I went through medical shit, the list goes on. My point is that with all the family drama and shit I dealt with and helped with throughout most of the fall and winter, and all the comfort I provided, the least that she could have done is to not break up with me over my stress.

    The worst part of all of this is that I haven't talked to her since we broke up on July 23.

    fuck....

    Current Mood: distressed
    Saturday, March 25th, 2006
    7:13 pm
    Mike Cohen Is Cleaning Up His Image (Or Trying To)
    I'm not sure WHY I decide to post at the most stressful times of my life, but I do; perhaps it's a release, I don't really know. I need to rant so here goes my list of whatever the fuck happens to enter into my crazy, mixed up mind:

    I'm cleaning up my image, I'm sick of being a skank
    I'm a really nice person and I wish more people would see that
    I'm clearing lots of porn off my computer in the process of cleansing myself
    If ANYONE wants a varied collection of pornography, just let me know
    I really want to ask a girl out but I don't know how to tell her
    I don't want it to be too late
    I'm an honest person, and I like to speak my mind, I wish more friends would listen
    Talk to me, I get lonely sometimes
    Sometimes I feel like I'm ignored until the moment for the dirty joke comes along....then I deliver, and go back to being ignored
    I'm a far more complex person than most of my friends give me credit for
    Maryland is cold for too long
    I miss Mexico
    My parents (mom) yell too much
    I'm sick of working
    I'm trying to do this godamn history term paper
    Dr. Lou and Dr. Gordon, although very wise, are unfortunately VERY confusing
    People need to stop bugging me about shit
    Elinor is a very good friend
    I want to get more involved in the things I like
    I hate college selection
    I hate the SAT's

    Current Mood: stressed
    Thursday, January 19th, 2006
    9:40 am
    Ugggghhhhh
    Rock Climbing is hard, school is harder, dealing with parents is hardest. It really blows that I can't be here or with my friends over spring break, but I'll be in Mexico, so it's all good. I AM looking forward to Cuernavaca, but I feel like it may be boring to just study Spanish for hours every day; I don't know, maybe not. I wish I could just be in college already and not have to worry about visiting, grades, and SAT's. Stupid expectations.

    Current Mood: tired
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